Medicine For Our Souls

I just love when God uses my kids to teach me a lesson. 

As our loving Father knows best what we need and when we need it and loves us so much as not to leave us where we're at but will use every opportunity to speak truth to souls. 

So it was this morning...

My daughter had a cough and I asked her to come and take some medicine. As any good little girl does she came right in while I was pouring the medicine in the measuring cup and then it happened... 

As I began to give her the medicine she backed up with hands up asking me to wait, wait!!!! She knew what was about to happen. The icky stuff - try as they may the manufactures just can't seem to make a good tasting medicine & if they have I haven't found it. Naturally we were in a rush to get going and this Momma was in no mood to fool around. 

"Come on" I said, "hurry up and drink it down so it will help you". As we both took steps toward each other trying as hard as I could not to spill a drop - the medicine went down and then came the look on her face and the eh eh fake cough began as she choked down the medicine. 

"Honey, I know you don't like it but it's good for you, it will make you better." Little did I know how God would use those same words on me just hours later. 

I don't believe in coincidences - I like to call them God-incidences. 

Remember he loves us so much to not leave us where we are at but grows us into the image of Christ. Yes! There is safety found in this fact.

As I began my work day a devotional email came in. The words on the screen were nice and uplifting and spoke of a gardener tending to some weeds. Okay, I thought that was nice and I went on with my day. 

Later, I grabbed my daily devotional (Jesus Calling by Sarah Young) and the words on the page could have reached up and smacked me in the face. "I have promised to meet all your needs according to My glorious riches... I have planted Peace in the garden of your heart, where I live; but there are weeds growing there too: pride, worry, selfishness, unbelief. I am the Gardener, and I am working to rid your heart of those weeds." the reading goes on... "when you trust Me in the midst of trouble, Peace flourishes and weeds die away." 

Then I did it! Just like my little girl, I felt the need to step back and put my hands up and say WAIT, WAIT!!!!! I found myself hearing the still small voice of God repeat the words I had said myself just hours before.

"Honey, I know you don't like it but it's good for you, it will make you better."

And yet, I found myself asking God the maker of Heaven & Earth to do His work gently on my heart as to not damage my soul. The one who laid the foundations of this earth, who created it and everything in it. Who am I? Like I need to tell God to be gentle with me. I thank God that He knows every hair on my head, He knows me intimately the best of anyone. He knows exactly what I need and when I need it. He just calls me to TRUST Him to do the work. How often do we find ourselves "tending" to our own needs? 

John 15:1-5 says, "I am the true vine (Jesus), and my Father is the gardener. He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes so that it will be even more fruitful. You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you. Remain in me (Jesus), and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me. I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing."

This is the importance of having a personal intimate relationship with Jesus Christ. Staying connected to the vine is where we find our source. And because of that connection, that relationship, we will be even more fruitful because the Gardener will tend to us, prune us, & remove the weeds in us.

Lord, shine your light in the garden of our hearts and be the medicine for our souls!

Our giants

We all have giants in our lives. What might seem mighty and overwhelming to me might not be a big deal to you. Or what is oppressing to you I couldn't even imaging how to handle it. 

As individual as we are, so aren't our giants. That said, it doesn't mean you or I are the only ones on the face of God's green earth that have gone through the struggles we have -unique yes, but same in nature yes also. 

I think of what Paul wrote; For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe in him, but also to suffer for him, since you are going through the same struggle you saw I had, and now hear that I still have. (Philippians 1:29, 30 NIV)

None of us are immune to struggles and our fair fight with our giants. How we handle them do differ. Where do you find refuge? Is it in running? What are you running from? Your giant? Or are you running into the only arms long enough to rescue you?

We not only have a Savior who calms the storms of life, but in Christ we “have an anchor” that securely positions us permanently in a safe harbor (Heb. 6:19). 

What position do we find ourselves in? A position of praise? Not for what we struggle against but for who God is.

I want to live a life full of the presence of God. The life of Christ being birthed in and through me as I'm being made more and more in the likeness of Christ. That's the job of the Holy Spirit to bring Christ alive in the hearts of his believers. 

We have a promise in God's word!

The Lord will grant that the enemies who rise up against you will be defeated before you. They will come at you from one direction but flee from you in seven. (Deuteronomy 28:7 NIV)

Let us go to His Word and take hold of the promises Christ died to give us!

Gift of Desperation

Gift of Desperation - Just saying it gives me that funny feeling in the pit of my stomach...

and yet when you understand you'll find it's a treasure chest of fine jewels! 

That is - being desperate for God, clinging to Christ, moved by the Holy Spirit. I need to wake up each morning letting God know and reminding myself how desperate I am for Him. I don't want to waste one moment without Him. Forever I want to be thankful that He is right there all the time. I want to walk in the fullness of His presence in my life. Living in the reality that nothing I can ever do or not do will ever be able to separate me from His love. (see Romans 8:38-39)

It's too easy for us to look at our past or the thing we did a minute ago and get stuck in a pit of regret. We all seek freedom it's a desire we all have, but how many times do we look to ourselves or something or someone else as our source of freedom? Only God can bring us true freedom, a freedom that lasts. 

Romans 6:16-18 NIV states, "Don't you know that when you offer yourselves to someone to obey him as slaves, you are slaves to the one whom you obey - whether you are slaves to sin, which leads to death, or to obedience, which leads to righteousness? But thanks be to God that, though you used to be slaves to sin, you wholeheartedly obeyed the form of teaching to which you were entrusted. You have been set free from sin and have become slaves to righteousness."

I like the way The Message reads this passage, "You know well enough from your own experience that there are some acts of so-called freedom that destroy freedom. Offer yourselves to the ways of God and the freedom never quits. All your lives you've let sin tell you what to do. But thank God you've started listening to a new master, one whose commands set you free to live openly in his freedom!"

We all have our "Lower Story" but God has an "Upper Story" and to find out what that is and walk in it we must come to a place where we are desperate for God. Our freedom is gained only when we lay our lives at the feet of Christ, realize the chains that have held us captive are only broken by the blood of Christ, receive the forgiveness that only He can give and live our life in the fullness of His Spirit which comes when we receive the gift of desperation.

Our freedom is free for us but cost Jesus His life!

Every experience God gives us, every person He puts in our lives is the perfect preparation for a future that only He can see.
Corrie ten Boom