Keep me as the apple of your eye; hide me in the shadow of your wings. Psalm 17: 8

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

God with us!

Immanuel ~ God with us


This past week I have heard the name Immanuel numerous times, from the whispers of God, to written word or song. Everywhere I would turn I would hear Immanuel

What a precious reminder for the child of God - that He is with us, not just at Christmas time but all the time.  He never leaves us or forsakes us. When we accept Jesus Christ as our personal Savior His precious Holy Spirit comes and lives in us. The same power that raised Jesus from the dead lives in His believers through the Holy Spirit and it's His job to magnify Jesus in our lives. Because of this intimate relationship we have access to God anywhere and anytime, we are not alone because God chooses to come and live within us.

So many times we only hear God referred to as Immanuel at Christmas. But Immanuel - God with us isn't just a name to pull out of the basement or attic like we do our Christmas decorations. It's a guarantee from the moment we ask Jesus to come into our lives and be Lord, He is with us. Having a good day and you feel God at work in your life He's there - have a bad day and you feel overwhelmed by the things of this world He's there. Our job is to seek Him, listen to Him, operate with Him and in doing so we will experience Him.


Thursday, October 24, 2013

Share Your Dream #Dreamshare


My dream is to open a coffee shop near our local college campus which will serve coffees from around the world. I would like to learn how to prepare the coffee from our international students who are here studying. My dream is for open doors and a place to experience life outside the box we live in. A place to serve and be served so to speak, having merchandise available for sale which would benefit people from around the world who are taking the steps to create and better there lives, then use the proceeds to pour back into others to provide hope of a better life.

Now - Share Your Dream!



Thursday, September 5, 2013

The sneaky creeper!

We have a little area along side our garage in the backyard where I have a flowerbed with a major design flaw. When the garage was built the owners at the time poured a concrete approach and connected it to a sidewalk which leads up to the house. Along side of the garage they laid white rock down a 5 foot strip leading to the back of the garage. In the center of this strip I put in a flowerbed to bring some color to the area. When I stand at the kitchen sink and look out the window I look upon the side of our garage so you can see why I would want something nice to look at while doing the dishes - after all a person has to have some joy out of doing the dishes besides just getting them clean.

Instead of laying rock it would have been so nice for the grass to grow to the edge of the garage at least you could mow the grass, we can't mow this area due to the rock or one could have just continued pouring the concrete to make a nice little pad around the side to connect it all together. You see this is where the sneaky creeper comes in...

It's official name is: Creeping Spurge eww... the name alone makes you have to lower your voice and say it slow C R E E E E P I N G   S P U U R R G E


This is what it looks like!
It grows low to the ground and it's seeds spread like crazy. You don't know where one begins and the other end. Before I knew it you couldn't see any of the white rock around my flowerbed or the inside of my flowerbed because it had been taking over by THE SNEAKY CREEPER!!!!!!!

One good thing about this weed is once you can get to the main root you can pull it out. As I was looking for the name of this CREEPER I discovered the experts say it's easier to pull the weed out by the roots if you wet the ground and hand pull the weed out and stay on top of it. The roots can grow down in the ground up to 2 feet!! WOW! I wish I would have know the experts secret before I was outside pulling these up best I could this morning as the heat of the day was starting to rise. Once I pulled one I couldn't stop, I was actually seeing ground again, yeah what a good sign. I couldn't plant anything beautiful until these weeds were gone. Please don't think I'm dramatic here but honest. Every time I would look out there and instead of seeing something beautiful I was seeing nothing but weeds. Oh the frustration and constant reminder!

God can use anything and this morning he used CREEPING SPURGE to teach me a lesson. Isn't this how our lives can look at times? Over ran with weeds? 

We need the Master Gardener - God!
Jesus tells us in John 15:1 I am the true vine and my Father is the gardener. 

When we don't have an intimate relationship with Jesus who is the true vine our source and giver of life and live a life yielded to the Father - gardener, we are over run with weeds. We need God to pour out his life giving water then allow Him to tenderly take hold of the weedy roots in our lives and gently remove them. Beloved, God loves us so much he doesn't want to leave us weedy and over ran. 

He sent us Jesus to make a way. 

Isaiah 53:5-6 But he (Jesus) was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was on him, and by his wounds we are healed.

Step back with me into my yard for a moment. Remember the rock bed? Yes, it's rock but it's broken which allows the weeds to grow up. Sin is our broken relationship with God, we need Jesus who was crushed and took upon himself our punishment. This Jesus is our ROCK! Our SOLID ROCK!

The Lord lives! Praise be to my Rock! 
Exalted be my God, the Rock, my Savior! 
2 Samuel 22:47 NIV 


Tuesday, August 27, 2013

In the heat of the battle

Have you ever tried to hold water in your hands? As quickly as it's poured in, it can just as quickly flow out. How often does God pour out life giving water and without our quick response to drink it in - it's gone? I'm guilty of putting things off or not responding when I should and then the moment is gone. 

Let me rephrase that, I'm guilty of putting God off. Plainly said, I ask and ask for God to speak then at times when He does I'm quick to not listen or not identify it's Him and go on. Then that sinking in your stomach feeling happens and you can't help but grown from the pit of your being ohhhh-awwww. God forgive me, thank you for loving me so much to not leave me there but grow me from it. 

I can't help but think of Gideon, God gives him a promise I will be with you, and you will strike down all the Midianites together. Aren't we all like Gideon? The next thing he does is ask God for a sign that it is really him talking. Beloveds, I'm not saying we should haphazardly listen to every voice we hear. There a lots of voices speaking that we should not listen to, God tells us to have discernment. That's why it's so important for us to have an intimate relationship with God and rely on His Spirit to guide us. We have to fully rely on God as our source and His spoken word (Rhema) will always line up with his written word (Logos). 

Back to Gideon - We pick back up in Judges 7 through the process of the promise God gave to Gideon, God continues to peel away the number of fighting men from Gideon. We don't get very far in chapter 7 verse 2 God tells him, "You have too many men for me to deliver Midian into their hands. In order that Israel may not boast against me that her own strength saved her..." For God to get the glory in our battles there are times when He sifts people away from us. God instructs Gideon to take the men down to the water and to separate those who lap the water with their tongues like a dog from those who kneel down to drink (verses 5-6) God reduced the fighting number from 32,000 to 300, with a group this small there would be no doubt that this was a God sized victory. The 300 were willing to lap the water but knelt down to drink it, which put them in a strategic position to still be on guard ready to battle. 

Hold on... have you been there? Are you there now? There is a battle before you and God starts peeling away the support? The job? The friends? Those who committed to be with you till the end? You feel abandoned, rejected you name it, an emotional mad house. A place where your emotions get the best of you and you are ruled by them. The void seems ever so deep and yet never full. A place of desperation, oh but if you have found yourself there what a gift that can be when we allow ourselves to go there. You see Gideon could have jumped onto that emotional roller coaster but he didn't. He stayed connected with God and he was obedient to the directions God gave. No matter what path you find your self on, when we totally abandon ourselves and submit to the work of God in our lives He gets the glory. 

Don't expect it will come in man made form - glory that is. God's ways are so far above anything we could ever ask or think. He tells us to give when we don't have, step out of the boat when there is water all around. For Gideon he thinned out his support, Gideon's response? He trusted God, he got up and went when God told him to go, he overhead a man tell of a dream he had and was encouraged (verses 9-15) and his response? He worshiped God. 

In my opinion the most bizarre part of this story is when Gideon returns to the camp of Israel and tells everyone to "get up the Lord has given the Midianite camp into your hands" he divides the 300 men into 3 groups and places trumpets and empty jars in their hands with torches inside. Gideon tells them "watch me and follow my lead and do exactly as I do". They proceed to blow their trumpets and shout, "For the Lord and for Gideon" they blow their trumpets and brake the jars with their hands taking the torches in their left hand and holding their right hands the trumpets they began to blow and shouted "A sword for the Lord and for Gideon" and held their position around the camp. And what happened? The Lord caused the Midianite men throughout the camp to turn on each other with their swords. 

I have to be honest, as I sit here and type I want to run to my kitchen find an empty Mason jar, stick a candle in it and call the school to have my son bring home his trumpet and go and have me a time running towards my enemy!

But I can't, I have to be willing to bend my knee to the Almighty God and drink of His river of life. I must pick up the sword of the Spirit which is the Word of God. And incline my ear to hear His voice. Then I must go and do what it is He has called me to do and I must be the person He has created me to be. I must not be afraid when darkness comes near or when the enemy unleashes an attack. 

The words of Gideon are a foreshadow of Christ, "watch me and follow my lead and do exactly as I do". Jesus gave up His life for us. 

Our response should be,
 God, through the work of your son Jesus and by the power of your precious Holy Spirit come and sit upon the throne of my life because that is a place only you can fill.

Sunday, August 4, 2013

Storms of Life

What is your response to disappointment? 

Disappointment is a fact, how we respond to it is another matter. In all honesty I tend to respond in the flesh instead of being led by the Spirit of God living inside me. I want to have a passion (desire for or devotion) to seek the eyes of Jesus, to take the time to sit at his feet and listen to him. But I have a tendency to let my emotions take over instead of allowing the Lord of Lords and King of Kings reign. 

It's only in Jesus that we can find serenity - Webster defines serenity as: clear and free of storms or unpleasant change. Change - could that be the root cause of our disappointment? We have a certain expectation or mind set and then something happens and what we thought was going to be isn't and that requires change

Are we being lord of our lives? Makes me think of Judges 21: 25 - In those days Israel had no king; everyone did as they saw fit. The bible tells us storms come. How can we have serenity then? How can we be clear and free of storms? There is only one way and His name is Jesus. What does the word of God say to us about storms?


Job 40:6 - He speaks to us in the storm
Psalms 107:29 - He stills the storm
Isaiah 25:4 - He is a shelter in the storm
Jeremiah 23:19 - He releases His wrath in the storm
Zechariah 9:14 - He marches in the storm
Matthew 8:24 - He sleeps in the storm
Luke 8:24 - He rebukes the storm

Storms rage all around us, no one is exempt from them. But as children of God we have a promise found in Isaiah 54:11-17 NIV - O storm-battered city, troubled and desolate! I will rebuild you with precious jewels and make your foundations from sapphire. I will make your towers of sparkling rubies, your gates of shining gems, and your walls of precious stones. I will teach all your children, and they will enjoy great peace. You will be secure under a government that is just and fair. Your enemies will stay far away. You will live in peace, and terror will not come near. If any nation comes to fight you, it is not because I sent them. Whoever attacks you will go down in defeat. I have created the blacksmith who fans the coals beneath the forge and makes the weapons of destruction. And I have created the armies that destroy. But in that coming day no weapon turned against you will succeed. You will silence every voice raised up to accuse you. These benefits are enjoyed by the servants of the Lord; their vindication will come from me. I, the Lord, have spoken.

What God says goes and we need God built walls and He must be at the center of our lives. We are born into a sin sick world and only Jesus can save us. Sin simply means to miss the mark, whether breaking God's law or living independent of God, it's sin. If Jesus isn't Lord of your life stop right now, don't waste one more minute. Repent of your sin, ask Him to come into your life and be Lord, for it's only in Jesus that we can be saved. Whether we realize it or not we bow our knee to all sorts of things and as a result our walls are destroyed. There will be a day when every knee will bow and confess that Jesus is Lord. Will you be doing that with a joyful heart full of thanksgiving because of the price He paid for you on the cross? 

God cares for you. Exodus 4:31 - And when they heard that the Lord was concerned about them and had seen their misery, they bowed down and worshiped. Our response to His great love and care is to worship the One True God the only one worthy of our praise. 

I recently was at a Cody James concert and heard one of his new songs titled "Right Here Waiting". As he sung one of the verses I closed my eyes and the below picture came to my mind. "Are you needing rest, are you heavy burden, cause I am right here waiting, I've been here all along, my arms have been wide open for you've been called and chosen"


The Spirit of God reminded me of this picture, it hung on the wall in our church where I grew up. He was there for me as a child, it was in this same room where we celebrated our wedding reception and where we gathered the day we celebrated the life of my Father when he passed away.

You see He's been here all along, waiting. How will we respond?

If you notice there isn't a door knob in the picture. Jesus stands at the door of our hearts knocking are we willing to answer and let him come in?



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Monday, June 24, 2013

God speaks!

There is a battle raging and most of us simply miss it. It's a battle for our soul. Not that we don't experience the effects of it, indeed we do but we are deceived in our understanding of where this battle comes from. 

Isaiah 59:2 - But your iniquities have separated you from your God; your sins have hidden his face from you, so that he will not hear.

Anything - you name it, that separates us from God is SIN. We have to constantly ask ourselves, is this bringing me to God or away from God? We have to be willing to come before God through his son Jesus accepting him as Lord of our lives and openly receive the fullness of life in him. God doesn't just leave us there but receives us, he washes us white as snow with the precious blood of Jesus then fills us with his Holy Spirit. It's the work of the Holy Spirit in our lives that draws us closer to God. I pray Father, give me eyes to see and ears to hear you, set me on a course straight towards you.

God speaks - the question for us - Are we listening? Throughout history God has used his people to deliver his will and used them to encourage people to turn back to God.


Elijah was known as the prophet of fire

Elisha was known as the prophet of faith

Amos was known as the prophet of fear

Hosea was known as the prophet of forgiveness

How hard do our hearts have to be? How many idols or high places have we placed in the spot of God? How far have we gotten off track? How many affairs have with had with other loves? We commit adultery with anything we worship other than God

God knows each one of us intimately. He knows what we need even before we ever ask or think. And he places his messengers in just the right spots at just the right times to speak his truth. Do we have ears to hear? Are we able to recognize the great works of his hands? 

Do we welcome the work of the Holy Spirit in our lives to bring us closer to God? God has a plan and a purpose for each of us. He desires that none should perish so much so that he gave his son Jesus to pay our debt. 

John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." WHOEVER! That's pretty simple Who - ever. But we have to make the choice.

We are moved by our emotions due to this battle going on around us and/or in us. But God says "whoever" believes will not perish. We have a blood bought promise. 

Stop what you are doing right now and ask God to speak ever so clearly to you where it's undeniable that it's him.

God speaks are we listening? It's our greatest form of...




Thursday, June 13, 2013

Signs

I couldn't help but laugh when I came across this sign! 


If only the signs around us were so obvious and came at a place that gave us opportunity to turn around and go another way. Or do they and we just don't pay attention to them? I have to wonder how many accidents happened because someone thought they would fit under the bridge. Or worse saw the sign, hit it and still tried to go under the bridge cause they knew better.

What I love about this sign is the spiritual meaning I see in it. Sin separates us from God and His holiness. Jesus had to come to this earth to "bridge the gap" between man and God that sin destroyed. Jesus is our bridge and how many times do we try and "go under or fall short" of his way? If we don't submit to the Lordship of Christ we are a wreck. If we don't do things God's way it is always going to fail. 

In 1 Samuel 15:22-23 the prophet Samuel is talking to Saul who was the king of Israel - But Samuel replied "Does the Lord delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices as much as in obeying the voice of the Lord? To obey is better than sacrifice, and to heed is better than the fat of rams. For rebellion is like the sin of divination, and arrogance like the evil of idolatry. Because you have rejected the word of the Lord, he has rejected you as king." God's voice speaks do we listen?

How many of us struggle with trying to go under, over or around the bridge God has provided to us through His son Jesus Christ? When we don't trust God we get lost in the "lower story." When we seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness - then all these things will be given to us. (Matthew 6:33) To seek means to turn to God first for help, to fill your thoughts with his desires, to take his character for your pattern, and to serve and obey him in everything - giving him Lordship in your life. 

We need to seek God and when we do we find Him, He is right there ready to meet all our needs. God calls Himself "I am" - what does that mean? He's everything, He's enough, He's all we need... and through Jesus we can be reconciled to a right relationship with Him, an intimate personal relationship with Him. 

God give us signs to see you clearly, Father make it easy, You know us better than anyone and more than we know ourselves. Turn our hearts towards Yours. 

I can't help but think of the story of Rehoboam King of Judah - see 1 Kings 14:21-31. Long story (not that long but to save time) made short - He was the son of Solomon who inherited a mighty kingdom with everything he could possibly want. His father Solomon was the one that established the temple of God in Jerusalem. During Rehomoam's reign he permitted God's people to sin and set up for themselves high places, sacred stones and Asherah poles on every high hill and under every spreading tree. There were even male shrine prostitutes in the land and the people engaged in all kinds of detestable practices. As a result God allowed the kingdom to be attacked by Shishak king of Egypt (mind you - God delivered the people of Israel from the bondage of slavery in Egypt but this story shows the bondage and slavery that sin brings in our lives) Shishak took everything, including all the gold shields Solomon had made. So King Rehoboam made bronze shields to replace them and assigned these to the commanders of the guard on duty at the entrance to the royal palace. Whenever the king went to the Lord's temple, the guards bore the shields, and afterward they returned them to the guardroom. 

This is what he should have seen when looking at these bronze shields.
How many times did Rehoboam walk past these bronze shields? An idol if you will fashioned by man as a false image? Did they cry out REPENT? Repent means to experience sorrow for and seek to change wrong behavior. They served as a constant reminder of the precious shields of gold that he allowed to be carried off. Was his heart so hard that he wasn't sensitive to the signs around him? What is the condition of our hearts?

As believers in Christ we are called to put on the full armor of God so we can take a stand against the devil's schemes. Ephesians 6:13-17 says, Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. 

Take up your shield of faith and walk in the fullness of the grace and mercy Jesus' blood poured out for you. He knows our sin oh so well, for he's already bore it on the cross  - it was personal with him. Our response should be to make it personal with Him - intimate and personal in relationship.









Saturday, June 8, 2013

The plan works if you work the plan

How easy it is to point a finger or proclaim if only ______ (fill in the blank). We all have hurts, hang-ups & habits no one on the face of the earth is exempt. Due to sin we all fall short of the glory of God. 

There was a time when God would walk in the Garden of Eden with Adam and Eve, but once they ate fruit from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil their relationship with God changed. God created us to have an appetite. When we get hungry our body sends our mind a message telling us we need food. God wants us to know the sense of victory, joy and fulfillment, but it can only be found in him. 

Right now there is a commercial out that explains our sinful nature. We want more (click to follow the link). I just can't stand when this commercial comes on, but know God has a great sense of humor and can use anything and of all times for this to be on TV is the same time we are studying the story of Solomon. 

David, Solomon's father and the king of Israel gave his son a charge as he made Solomon king of Israel to go out and live the way of the Lord - in other words "follow the plan". (read - 1 Kings 2: 1-4)

Solomon had a good start he sought God and in a mountain top experience with God he was given the opportunity to ask for anything he desired and Solomon asked for discernment. (read - 1 Kings 3: 1-28)

How many of us have experienced God in a mighty way? Maybe at a retreat or church camp, in a worship service, the list goes on an on... some special time where our eyes were opened and we experienced God in a life changing way. (read Luke 24: 19-35) After Jesus had been crucified, two of his followers were on a road to Emmaus, they were talking about all that had recently taken place in regards to Jesus when they came across someone on the road (this person was Jesus) he asked "What are you discussing together as you walk along?" In their sorrow they shared with him all that had happened. Jesus said to them "How foolish you are, and how slow to believe all that the prophets have spoken! Did not the Messiah have to suffer these things and then enter his glory?" Jesus went on to explain all the Scriptures concerning himself. They approached the village where thy were going to and urged Jesus to stay with them, he did. When they were at the table Jesus took the bread, gave thanks, broke it and began to give it to them "then their eyes were opened and they recognized him, and he disappeared from their sight. They asked each other, were not our hearts burning within us while he talked with us on the road and opened the Scriptures to us?"

These men were believers and yet they missed seeing Jesus. Had their emotions gotten the best of them and led them into the "lower story" or maybe disbelief? Solomon was unique. Most people we learn about are people who are living out their "lower story" through a matter of bad circumstances, choices of their own making or ones made by someone else. Solomon had it all & it still wasn't enough he wrote in Ecclesiastes 1: 2-9:

"Meaningless! Meaningless!" says the Teacher. "Utterly meaningless! Everything is meaningless. " What do people gain from all their labors at which they toil under the sun? Generations come and generations go, but the earth remains forever. The sun rises and the sun sets and hurries back to where it rises. The wind blows to the south and turns to the north; round and round it goes, ever returning on its course. All streams flow into the sea, yet the sea is never full. To the place the streams come from, there they return again. All things are wearisome, more that one can say. The eye never has enough of seeing, nor the ear its fill of hearing. What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again; there is nothing new under the sun.

Ever felt this? Ever said this? EVERYTHING is meaningless when it's not lived out for the glory of God. This is the lifestyle of a sponge always soaking up and never giving out without being squeezed. Who wants to be forced to give it out? What would our lives look like if we surrendered it ALL the good the bad and the ugly over to the glory of God? 

Thinking of this lifestyle I can't help but picture 
a transparent vessel in the sight of God. 

A vessel fashioned to fit in his holy hand, to be filled with His Spirit and be poured out for His glory. 

Genesis 2:7 - The Lord God formed the man from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living being. 

Our bodies are lifeless shells until God brings it alive with his breath of life. God makes his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ. 
2 Corinthians 4:7-11 - But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. For we who are alive are always being given over to death for Jesus' sake, so that his life may be revealed in our mortal body.

No matter where we are, recognizing the need for a savior or the one who thinks they don't need a savior. God is there and his love for you is so great he sacrificed his own son placing on him your sin, my sin, sin for all time so that in the work of Christ and in him alone we can be reconciled and made right in the eyes of the Lord God who created us to be in union with him. 

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Thursday, May 30, 2013

Hooked!

When I read about David in 2 Samuel 11-12 I can't help but think of fishing with my Dad. Dad loved to fish, I'm sure I must have been a chatty little girl because he would always say "shh...you're going to scare the fish away". When I was real young he would get my line out in the water in just the right spot and then hand the pole over for me to wait. Waiting is such a hard thing to do and at times can be very tiring especially for a young girl who just wants to catch a fish and make her Daddy proud (we can get ourselves in all kinds of trouble when we are tired or bored) Dad would get the worm set just right on the hook to hide it so that just a little bit of the worm would hang down to entice the fish to come and bite upon my hook. When I would get a little nibble I'd yank the line right up out of the water and would be so disappointed when there wasn't a fish on the other end. Dad would have to put the line back in the water in that special spot and I'd have to wait again. He would say, be patient once you feel a little nibble just leave the pole right there don't move a muscle. Let the fish come back and get another little taste and once he really bites down then give it a little jerk and set the hook, once you get him hooked he will try and swim away with your worm then start reeling him in - you've got him then. 

Thinking of this I can't help but be reminded of what Hebrews 12:1 says - Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. How many times have we found ourselves hooked and square in the middle of sin - so easily entangled, but we have our hope in Jesus Christ who died for our sin which enables us to throw it off and run the race God has marked out for us to run!
To this day I can remember when Dad took me fishing and allowed me to cast my own pole. I remember his instructions and telling me how to watch the line and the hook as I put it over my shoulder then watch where you want it to land in the water, throw your cast then turn the handle just once on the reel and sit and wait for the fish to bite. There's that word again "wait". I did as he said but I didn't see it land in the water so I gave it a yank and then Dad screamed, I had hooked his left ear and when I looked over all I could see was the hook pierced through the top of his ear and the worm was wiggling all over his ear. My casting lesson ended at that moment but his fishing lessons live on.

In the season he was in David was in a place where he shouldn't be, kings would go to the battlefield in the Spring but David stayed back at the palace -nibble nibble. Then when a sleepless night and boredom set in that was another nibble on the worm. Looking at something or someone you shouldn't be looking at - nibble nibble. Then learning she was married, David sent for Bathsheba anyway - nibble nibble. Sleeping with her set the hook and he was easily entangled in his own web of sin. Sin leads to death of innocence, not only did David have Bathsheba's husband killed but the son that was born of this relationship died. 

At each crossroad David had a choice and he chose self gratification instead of seeking God's will in the situation. There was a king in place and David was the king of Israel but he wasn't seeking God as King of kings and Lord of lords to rule over his decision making - anytime we don't do that it's sin. We are separated from God due to our sin. Isaiah 59:2 But your iniquities have separated you from your God; your sins have hidden his face from you, so that he will not hear.  Sin separates us from God because of His holiness. We need to be in an intimate relationship with Jesus and we need to live with Him as Lord of our lives. David made the choice when he felt the conviction of his sin to turn and repent.

In Jesus we have redemption - Romans 8:35-39 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? As it is written: "For your sake we face death all day long; we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered." No, in ALL these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord. - It's spelled out Christ has a love so deep for us that he was willing to come to this world taking on flesh allowing his flesh to die on the cross bearing the full weight of our sin all sin for all time. He didn't spare himself, he didn't get entangled by his flesh but laid it down for us because of his great love he bridged the gap between God and man that sin caused. Nothing trumps Christ's love for us - may we receive the fullness of his great love and mercy and draw closer to him in an intimate way. May we seek him first and then be ready to receive every good gift he has for us. We all have fallen short of his glory and we continue to fall short. But Christ extends to us his righteousness and when we allow him to be Lord of our lives he makes us right with God.  

Ragman by Walter Wangerin, Jr
from 
"Ragman and Other Cries of Faith" 


I saw a strange sight. I stumbled 

upon a story most strange, like 

nothing my life, my street sense, 

my sly tongue had ever prepared 

me for. 



Hush, child. Hush, now, and I will 

tell it to you. Even before the 

dawn one Friday morning I noticed 

a young man, handsome and strong, 

walking the alleys of our City. 

He was pulling an old cart filled 

with clothes both bright and new, 

and he was calling in a clear, 

tenor voice:  "Rags!" (Ah, the air 

was foul and the first light filthy 

to be crossed by such sweet music.) 



"Rags! New rags for old! I take 

your tired rags! Rags!" "Now, this 

is a wonder," I thought to myself, 

for the man stood six-feet-four, 

and his arms were like tree limbs, 

hard and muscular, and his eyes 

flashed intelligence. 



Could he find no better job than 

this, to be a ragman in the inner 

city? I followed him. My curiosity 

drove me. And I wasn't disappointed. 



Soon the Ragman saw a woman sitting 

on her back porch. She was sobbing 

into a handkerchief, sighing, and 

shedding a thousand tears. Her knees 

and elbows made a sad X. Her 

shoulders shook. Her heart was 

breaking. 



The Ragman stopped his cart. Quietly, 

he walked to the woman, stepping 

round tin cans, dead toys, and 

Pampers. "Give me your rag," he 

said so gently, "and I'll give 

you another." He slipped the 

handkerchief from her eyes. She 

looked up, and he laid across her 

palm a linen cloth so clean and 

new that it shined. She blinked 

from the gift to the giver. 



Then, as he began to pull his cart 

again, the Ragman did a strange 

thing: he put her stained 

handkerchief to his own face; 

and then HE began to weep,   

to sob as grievously as she had 

done, his shoulders shaking. Yet 

she was left without a tear. 

"This IS a wonder," I breathed to 

myself , and I followed the sobbing 

Ragman like a child who cannot turn 

away from mystery. 



"Rags! Rags! New rags for old!" 

In a little while, when the sky 

showed grey behind the rooftops and 

I could see the shredded curtains 

hanging out black windows, the 

Ragman came upon a girl whose head 

was wrapped in a bandage, whose 

eyes were empty. Blood soaked her 

bandage. A single line of blood 

ran down her cheek. Now the tall 

Ragman looked upon this child with 

pity, and he drew a lovely yellow 

bonnet from his cart. 



"Give me your rag," he said, 

tracing his own line on her cheek, 

"and I'll give you mine." The child 

could only gaze at him while he 

loosened the bandage, removed it, 

and tied it to his own head. The 

bonnet he set on hers. And I gasped 

at what I saw: for with the bandage 

went the wound! Against his brow it 

ran a darker, more substantial 

blood - his own! 



"Rags! Rags! I take old rags!" cried 

the sobbing, bleeding, strong, 

intelligent Ragman. The sun hurt 

both the sky, now, and my eyes; 

the Ragman seemed more and more 

to hurry. 



"Are you going to work?" he asked 

a man who leaned against a telephone 

pole. The man shook his head 

The Ragman pressed him: "Do you have 

a job?" 



"Are you crazy?" sneeredthe other. 

He pulled away from the pole, 

revealing the right sleeve of his 

jacket - flat, the cuff stuffed into 

the pocket.  He had no arm. 

"So," said the Ragman. "Give me 

your jacket, and I'll give you 

mine." Such quiet authority in his 

voice! 



The one-armed man took off his 

jacket. So did the Ragman - and I 

trembled at what I saw: for the 

Ragman's arm stayed in its sleeve, 

and when the other put it on he 

had two good arms, thick as tree 

limbs; but the Ragman had only one. 

"Go to work," he said. 



After that he found a drunk, 

lying unconscious beneath an army 

blanket, and old man, hunched, 

wizened, and sick. He took that 

blanket and wrapped it round himself, 

but for the drunk he left new 

clothes. 



And now I had to run to keep up 

with the Ragman. Though he was 

weeping uncontrollably, and bleeding 

freely at the forehead, pulling 

his cart with one arm, stumbling for 

drunkenness, falling again and again, 

exhausted, old, and sick, yet he went 

with terrible speed. On spider's legs 

he skittered through the alleys of 

the City, this mile and the next, 

until he came to its limits, and 

then he rushed beyond. 



I wept to see the change in this 

man. I hurt to see his sorrow. And 

yet I needed to see where he was 

going in such haste, perhaps to 

know what drove him so. 



The little old Ragman - he came to 

a landfill. He came to the garbage 

pits.  And then I wanted to help 

him in what he did, but I hung back, 

hiding. 



He climbed a hill. With tormented 

labor he cleared a little space on 

that hill. Then he sighed. He lay 

down. He pillowed his head on a 

handkerchief and a jacket. He 

covered his bones with an army 

blanket. 


And he died. 



Oh, how I cried to witness that 

death!I slumped in a junked car 

and wailed and mourned as one who 

has no hope - because I had come 

to love the Ragman. 



Every other face had faded in 

the wonder of this man, and I 

cherished him; but he died.I 

sobbed myself to sleep. I did not know - how could I know? 

That I slept through Friday night 

and Saturday and its night, too. 

But then, on Sunday morning, I was 

wakened by a violence. Light - pure, 

hard, demanding light - slammed 

against my sour face,and I blinked, 

and I looked, and I saw the last 

and the first wonder of all. 



There was the Ragman, folding the 

blanket most carefully, a scar on 

his forehead, but alive! And, 

besides that, healthy! There was no 

sign of sorrow nor of age, and 

all the rags that he had gathered 

shined for cleanliness. 



Well, then I lowered my head and 

trembling for all that I had seen, 

I myself walked up to the Ragman. 

I told him my name with shame, for 

I was a sorry figure next to him. 

Then I took off all my clothes in 

that place, and I said to him with 

dear yearning in my voice: "Dress me." 



He dressed me. My Lord, he put new 

rags on me, and I am a wonder beside 

him. 



The Ragman, the Ragman, 


THE CHRIST








Saturday, May 25, 2013

My heart's desire

God has a plan and a purpose for all of us, and within us there is a place where only He can dwell. Philippians 2:13 tells us "for it is God who works in you to will and to act in order to fulfill his good purpose" We are all God's creation, however we must have an intimate personal relationship with Him through Jesus Christ. Jesus must be Lord of our lives and we must make a choice of whom we are going to serve. How often we find ourselves serving our own foolish desires the desires of our flesh instead of seeking God's will. As His children we have the gift of the Holy Spirit to provide us with everything we need. What would our lives look like if we relied on the guidance of the Holy Spirit?


If you are anything like me too often I find myself wearing my heart on my sleeve. What if I placed my heart in the hands of God? What differences would there be if I found my ultimate approval in God and not people or the wisdom of this world? So if "it's God at work in my life to will and to act in order to fulfill his good pleasure" WHY would I not trust Him to bring about everything that is good in His eyes? 



Our hearts must be rooted and grounded in God and in order for us to know Him we have to seek His Word - the bible and Jesus the Word Made Flesh who  came to this earth to redeem us and rely on His precious Holy Spirit to guide us. The night Jesus was handed over to be crucified he prayed in the garden of Gethsemane and told his disciples who were keeping watch - Matthew 26: 41 " Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak". Are you in your garden of Gethsemane? Are the troubles of this life overwhelming you? Be of good cheer, Jesus has overcome this world and if you seek Him, He will be your deliverer. Our flesh is weak - Mark 10:27 says, Jesus looked at them and said, "With man this is impossible, but not with God; all things are possible with God." Beloved, there is nothing impossible with God! 

We find God in the presence of His Word. Below is a picture of the Ark of the Covenant which God had instructed Moses to build so that he could come and speak with Moses and the high priests (see Exodus 25: 10-22) Within the ark God told Moses to place the tablets of stone that God had written the Ten Commandments on. Mind you these were not the original sets of stone oh no, Moses broke those when he came down from the mountain after a wonderful experience with God. Has that ever happened to you? It's sure happened to me. You have this wonderful mountain top experience with God you are "floating on air" and then when you come down from the mountain top all hell is breaking loose and you are walking in the middle of it. Your emotions take over and you throw away everything you just experienced. Moses did, he took the stones that God's finger had written upon and threw them to the ground where they broke. Sin = God's law broken - His Word is precious and should be cherished above ALL ELSE!! After all His Word will prevail - even when it doesn't "feel" like it. When we allow our emotions to take over we're a basket case - Moses was after all a basket case (sorry couldn't help that) are we any different? But just as Moses the basket case, tossed the Word away God is a redeemer and when we place our lives in His hands He will work it out for our good and His glory. God created another set of stone tablets which he instructed Moses to place inside the ark of the covenant.



God gave special instructions on how this holy ark was to be carried. There were 4 rings which held 2 poles made of acacia wood covered in gold that the Kohathites tribal clan chosen by God were allowed to carry (see Numbers 4: 1-20) 

How many of us are guilty of putting the cart before the horse? We are all in a constant battle over "the covenant" whether we realize it or not. The Israelites would have the ark of the covenant then it would get captured by the Philistines (Israel's enemy). How much ground have we given over to the enemy of our soul, just handed it right over placed it square in the hands of Satan? Again we are reminded of Judges 21:25 "In those days Israel had no king; everyone did as they saw fit" Yep! When we do as we see fit we are positioning ourselves as Lord and there is only one Lord of lords & King of kings and that is God Almighty and He has His ways and we must come in align with His will. When we try and do what we think is best and not what God says is best then our carts are misplaced. 

We might have the best of intentions but if those don't line up with the Word of God there are consequences. There is a well known saying "the road to hell is paved with good intentions". Uzzah found that out the hard way. 2 Samuel 6: 1-8. King David had defeated the Philistines in yet another battle and was bringing the ark of the covenant back to Jerusalem. They set the ark of God on a "new cart" Uzzah was there and took hold of it because the oxen pulling the cart stumbled. This was seen as an irreverent act and Uzzah was struck down dead right there on the spot. One might say, well he had the best of intentions and was keeping the ark from falling. When we try and do what we think is best and not what God says there are great consequences. 

Far too often I find myself letting fear Lord over me. I don't do this or say that because I'm afraid. We are called to lay our lives down for the sake of the cross. My way is not the best way, it's not a matter of if I'll screw up it's a matter of my obedience and when I screw up I can run into the saving arms of my Lord where his blood washes me white as snow because his covenant with me is secure and will sustain any fall I might have.

Today I leave you with Psalm 42:

As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, my God. My soul thirst for God, for the living God. When can I go and meet with God? My tears have been my food day and night, while people say to me all day long, "Where is your God?" 
These things I remember as I pour out my soul; how I used to go to the house of God under the protection of the Mighty One with shouts of joy and praise among the festive throng. Why, my soul, are you downcast? Why so disturbed within me? 
Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God. My soul is downcast within me; therefore I will remember you from the land of the Jordan, the heights of Hermon - from Mount Mizar. 
Deep calls to deep in the roar of your waterfalls; all your waves and breakers have swept over me. By day the Lord directs his love, at night his song is with me - a prayer to the God of my life. 
I say to God my Rock, "Why have you forgotten me? Why must I go about mourning, oppressed by the enemy?" My bones suffer mortal agony as my foes taunt me, saying to me all day long "Where is your God?" Why my soul, are you down cast? Why so disturbed within me? 
Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.

*No matter where you find yourself may GOD be your heart's desire*